trying...

to completely resist the urge to bust out my credit cards that i just paid off, take a day and a half off of work and jump on a plane.

but the urge is just SO strong. i hate not having flexible hours.

frustrated

that i can't figure out how to start my blog about new mexico. i'm not one of those people that can write some of it and then add something at the top, i need a genesis for it all to flow from.

maybe hot yoga will sweat it out of me.

i also hate...

when my customer service calls get routed to india. they're not helpful and, well...

PEOPLE HERE NEED FUCKING JOBS. GIVE THE PEOPLE HERE JOBS SO I DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF 14 TIMES!!!

i'm all for helping other countries out and hooking them up with jobs, but we really need to take care of ourselves first. it's like any relationship - you can't be any good in a relationship unless you take care of yourself first.

soooooo frustrating.